Sunday, December 06, 2009

swing and jump.

skipping rope.
pretty simple game.
nothing more than a piece of rope and the ability to swing and jump.

i had been walking through a camp for internally displaced people (idp) in kenya in february 2008. 20,000 kenyans living in a space called the showgrounds, no larger than a couple of football fields; or something the size of the stampede grounds in calgary. actually, probably smaller.

i had sat in the dirt and talked to mama's cooking over their three stone fires, chatted with a 98 year old man whose maize and farm was burned by his neighbour of 50 years, i was nearly stampeded by a few hundred people who heard that dried fish was being distributed.

i retreated to the bleachers that are usually for patrons who are showing off their cows for market. i needed space from the growing crowd of children who were clinging to me. i needed to digest the fact that this overflowing campground was one of hundreds that had rapidly become a "safe" place after a stunted genocide.

i sat there hating the hatred that sent these people here.
i sat there wondering what on earth one does with 300,000 displaced people.
i sat there feeling defeated and deflated.
i sat there feeling sorry for myself.

and then i saw her. this little girl skipping rope. amidst supper cooking, laundry drying, men drinking, tents sagging. this little girl skipping rope. so simple. so natural. so normal.

i saw hope.
not in the politicians negotiating power. not in the ambassadors urging peace. not in the ngo's giving food. not even in my little arrogant self with little to give.

the tilt of her head and the light on the rope and the swing of her skirt.

hope.
swing and jump.
hope.
swing and jump.
hope.
swing and jump.



2 comments:

BevC said...

I'm so glad you're doing this journaling and reflecting. Once again, your photos make me catch my breath, and the stories humble me.

Thanks again.

Anonymous said...

write a book meid.